Tuesday, 26 January 2010

today, it's just a quiet sadness.

i wish my baby was still where it was supposed to be.

i wish i'd been at work these last two months. complaining good-naturedly about having to work while pregnant, blaming any little thing i wanted on the baby.

every time i wanted anything while pregnant, i blamed it on the baby. 'the baby wants garlic bread.' 'the baby wants nail varnish.'

the most ridiculous of things.

and nearly every time i said it, the baby was dead already.

3 comments:

biojen said...

I'm so sorry - I'm thinking of you today.

Jorgelina said...

*hugs*

B said...

thank you both xx