we keep playing the lottery.
we didn't. before. years ago, i made a decision to give up playing the national lottery, and play the St Oswald's Hospice lottery instead. on the grounds that this gives a lot more money to charity. on the suspicion that our odds of winning are just about the same. (i've won £10 three times since i made that choice - more than i've ever made from camelot.)
but. since. we feel like the universe owes us. that if we can't have our baby, we deserve a win. somewhere. somehow. and we think that we have to help that along, by buying a ticket.
so far, it hasn't happened.
i'm not optimistic.