Thursday, 25 February 2010

three months ago today.



all i want is a baby of my own.



it's so simple for so many people. why not me?



why do i have this sense of dread? this belief that it will never happen?



i hope, so badly, that i am not right.


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400 posts.


i can't believe it's come to this.

5 comments:

Catherine W said...

I hope so too. Very much.
It is hard when it seems so simple for everyone else.
Abiding with you today. I'm sorry. xo

B said...

Thank you so much Catherine W.

None of us should have to live this pain. It's not fair.

biojen said...

I hope you are wrong, I wish I could give you a hug.

Anonymous said...

I'm right there with you. We lost our baby girl about 3 months ago today as well (at 18 weeks). It sucks that there are so many of us dealing with this kind of pain. There are no (easy) answers to your questions but I hope you can find some comfort in knowing you're not alone.

And, in the absence of proof that it will never happen, you can only believe that it will!

B said...

thank you jen. i so wish we could meet.

anon thank you so much for coming in and commenting. i'm so, so sorry you lost your baby. it's so unfair.

i hope, so badly, that you are right.