Monday, 19 April 2010

i really really want to post. but i'm not anonymous enough to write what i need to. so i'll just have to keep it away from here.

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i don't think i'm going to be pregnant again by 6th may. the date the baby would have been due.

that is really really hard to me to accept.

6 comments:

Illanare said...

I am so sorry. This is all so hard and so unfair.
Thinking of you.

Catherine W said...

Of course it is.

I'm sorry that you don't think you will be pregnant by your little one's due date. I wish that things could be different for you. Hang on in there. xo

biojen said...

I won't either. It sucks, I'm sorry. I hope May is our month, I'll keep my fingers crossed for you.

MK said...

I remember hoping and wishing that I would be pregnant by my due date like somehow it would make it all easier. I don't think anything will make it easier. No matter what, it's going to hurt but I can honestly say, the build up to "the day" hurts worse than "the day," I promise. Big hugs and you can always email whatever you want to say...I don't judge...

Jorgelina said...

Maybe you can write and save it as draft, just for yourself, just to get it out of your system, you know?

*hugs*

B said...

Thank you so much Illanare. I'm thinking of you, too.

Thanks Catherine. I'll keep on, I guess. I just wish things had been different. (Of course I do. that sounds really banal. but you know what i mean)

I hope May works out for us too Jen. You know I'll be thinking of you.

Thank you so much MK. So so much.

Jorgelina - you're right, I should. THank you for that.