someone i work for came along to see me today.
i think he just popped along to make sure i was ok, knowing i'd had a tough time earlier in the week.
when i hear about the lack of support some people have had from friends, colleagues and workmates? i think that a lot of the people around me are... unbelievably amazing. incredibly supportive.
i think, despite all the evidence to the contrary, that in some ways i am lucky.
i'm not too bad today. i'm looking forward to mostly relaxing over the weekend, as well as meeting up with my other sis and her fiance on monday. i hope it works out as planned.
and finally, suggestions wanted.
currently, my due date (6th may) is blank in my diary.
i don't want it to be blank.
it feels too weird that there is nothing in on that date.
it looks too blank and empty. nothing to represent my baby. or my loss.
but i can't think what to write.
and i can't draw.
... has anyone got any ideas?