another two articles i thought were good.
this is another item about depression and women.
this is about IVF and dads and how they cope. be warned, though; although it is a very good read and very honest (be warned about that too, actually), they are those lucky sods that you hate that now have four children. i'd still recommend it though.
i hope my husband doesn't think any of those things - i don't think he does - but i could understand if some of his darkest thoughts are at the beginning of those pathways.
i went to starbucks before with my laptop.
i looked at stories that i've written as though they were written by a stranger.
i don't know what the point of any of them are.
i feel as though all my dreams are slipping further and further away from me, and that my attempts to grab them just send them spinning further out of my reach.
i don't know who i am any more.
i wish i could be normal again.
instead i sit looking at memorial jewellery and wondering why nothing seems right.