it took me a long, long time to get out of bed today.
i wish, tomorrow, i could just sleep through the entire day.
i went to the doctors.
i'm extremely tired.
my appetite is gone. i have to make myself eat.
i'm finding it ridiculously hard to do even the tiniest little thing.
i have a feeling of dread that won't let up.
i'm really, really terrified of tomorrow.
... yeah, she signed me off sick.
if i'm no better next week? time to start thinking about chemical help.
thank you all for keeping me in your thoughts this week.
i'm finding it really hard.