Tuesday, 4 May 2010

it's tuesday.
4th may.
it's nearly wednesday.
5th may.

and then it's the day. the day the baby would have been due.

it's been approaching, at a snail's pace, for what seems like forever.

but now it's so close?



i'm not ready for it to be here.






i need more time.

4 comments:

Illanare said...

My dear, I am so sorry for this pain you are going through. I wish that I had some wise or comforting words to send you.

Thinking of you, and will be holding you in my thoughts today, tomorrow and most especially on Thursday.

Catherine W said...

Thinking of you, especially this evening and tomorrow B. x

lis said...

ugh, i wish i could make it all go away for you...its so unfair. i will be thinking of you and of your beautiful baby tomorrow...xoxo

Secret D said...

There's nothing I can say or do to take away the pain that you are feeling.

I just wanted to let you know that there are people out there thinking about you at this incrediably difficult time.