Tuesday, 1 June 2010

click at your own risk

i do love jezebel. but it kind of tortured me tonight.

because antidepressants might raise miscarriage risk. (but apparently so could being depressed.)

i'm staying on them. but it really stings to think that they could make this happen again.

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i'm really tired.

i'm trying to look after myself more. but it's hard.

it shouldn't be this hard, i'm sure.

4 comments:

lis said...

its a mess, all the "do this" and "don't do that." i think in the end it comes down to luck. really.

Illanare said...

I think I agree with Lis - it's down to luck in the end.

But - you're right, it shouldn't be this hard. It's not fair that it is so hard. I wish I could make it easier for you.

Patricia said...

Lis nailed it right on the head. All these rules run our lives when in the end it's all a game of chance.

M said...

Hey, thanks for checking out my blog post! I chose that topic 'cuz I've been on Lexapro for around 8 years (Wellbutrin too for a few years). You're damned if you do and damned if you don't. One day I'll have to make the choice and everyday a lot of women have to chose, it sucks.

As for the tiredness that comes with the territory. Those with depression get less REM sleep and the antidepressants use causes sleep problems. Right now, it's that hard but that time will pass. Things are only hard so you can appreciate it when they get better.

Also, nice to see a fellow Jezzie around :D